” My mindset, views on sex, and humans: This came to the unveiling through personal mdma therapy; the original root of this deep vibe came from a place of pain and swimming thoughts.. realization of beauty, life, and art. “
Inspo/motivation; Most of my motivation to create content, art, & music for others, as well as myself; comes from a place of trauma..Β I didnt always have this lifestyle.Β I used to be very agonized, insecure, alone and depression was eating me. I never had a super close support system that was positive. I thought I was going to die from my stomach issues and suicidality.. Birth Control literally almost killed me. I learned so much while I spent much time hospitalized. I didnt think I would be here today to do any of this!Β Once I figured out all of my medical issues finally, and started to heal; my brain that was blurred all those years started to come back to life.Β I started to feel all that i had seen.Β My new found energy and try at life; has shown me that I have the potential to help others not feel as lonely and scared as I used to be in those years.Β I need to share with you; that you are never as degraded or low as you may feel at times. You can re-manifest. Always find the positivity in the power of your body and mind.Β You have more potential in things than you see. You are beautiful and this short time we have here together is as well.
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I miss you every day. From PA
Hey, I hope the book / journel foun d you well and that you enjoy filling it. Please forgive and disregard my request for cam. The last time I visited your site I got the impression you were out of the woods with your health issues. I hope you get better and feel better more often than not. Plus I ws laid off last week so I cant afford any cam time.
Off note, I am curious if you still have the horizontal toungue piercing. You are the only person beside myself to have one. At one time I had a long horizontal curved bell that rested right where my k9s and molars transitioned. It was kind of a pocket that was a good resting place for the balls and would allow me to klentch my teeth. I also had a vertical at the same time. I kept pulling thos through. I gave up on it when a 4g bar w/ 00 balls pulled through. All I have now is two bumps on the sides of the mid-tip of my toungue. They are essentialy the scare tube poking out when I make a point of the tip.
Anyway⦠Catch ya later.
Julian D Dowden