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โ™ก I’ve been really sick in the hospital a lot, and havent been posting much.  I’m trying so hard to get my health and mind back to good! Sorry that im not around as much! ๐Ÿ˜ซ I will be back soon!! โ™ก thank you for being here!

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“I often hear people say I need to eat and im too skinny.. I just wanted to sweetly say that I am okay, and It doesn’t bother me at all because I know I survived hell before this.. I have gotten here even thru all my medical issues. Im VERY happy to be where I am today.. 10 years ago I used to be out partying, modeling, honda stuff, friends, cruising, and I was doing pretty good with money.. then started taking birth control for my period and I got severely ill for 5 years of my early 20s. I couldn’t work at all or eat shittt for all those years, id be hospitalized, throwing up blood,  put under for many tests and awake for many agonies. I remember yelling “I want to die!” In the hospital and they would medically sedate me to stop it all. I have track marks and other scars. About 7 years of my life is a huge blur, I lost so many friends and loved ones, I delt with suicide, deep depression, ptsd, belemia for years, paranoia and much more. Im soo happy to be where i am today! Seriously, I have so much energy and love for life and others now! Appreciating the fact I can even eat pepper now or drink soda.. I have memories of me on a scale at age 23.. I was 79lbs.  Im now 100lbs, I eat regular food again, have stopped all medications, currently going thru physical, mental, & emotional healing, and slowly gaining weight back. I really think its sweet af that you can be here to watch me grow again. โ™ก  I try to share my energy and vibes now as much as possible because I know what its like to be at rock bottom and alone. I don’t care if anyone thinks I look to skinny or anything else.. I have so much love and wisdom now that conquers over all that.  I still love you & wish you best vibes.. I also NEED you to know that whatever struggles are fuckin you up right now… even if its lasted years like mine did.. it CAN get better and you have mad potential even if you feel like you’re done.. You’re not. Keep going.. โ™กโ™กโ™ก”


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  1. Hi, thank you for sharing your story. You are amazing with so many talents
    Just to let you know that I got you something from your Amazon wish list.

    Tomaz

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