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♡ I’ve been really sick in the hospital a lot, and havent been posting much. I’m trying so hard to get my health and mind back to good! Sorry that im not around as much! 😫 I will be back soon!! ♡ thank you for being here!

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“I often hear people say I need to eat and im too skinny.. I just wanted to sweetly say that I am okay, and It doesn’t bother me at all because I know I survived hell before this.. I have gotten here even thru all my medical issues. Im VERY happy to be where I am today.. 10 years ago I used to be out partying, modeling, honda stuff, friends, cruising, and I was doing pretty good with money.. then started taking birth control for my period and I got severely ill for 5 years of my early 20s. I couldn’t work at all or eat shittt for all those years, id be hospitalized, throwing up blood, put under for many tests and awake for many agonies. I remember yelling “I want to die!” In the hospital and they would medically sedate me to stop it all. I have track marks and other scars. About 7 years of my life is a huge blur, I lost so many friends and loved ones, I delt with suicide, deep depression, ptsd, belemia for years, paranoia and much more. Im soo happy to be where i am today! Seriously, I have so much energy and love for life and others now! Appreciating the fact I can even eat pepper now or drink soda.. I have memories of me on a scale at age 23.. I was 79lbs. Im now 100lbs, I eat regular food again, have stopped all medications, currently going thru physical, mental, & emotional healing, and slowly gaining weight back. I really think its sweet af that you can be here to watch me grow again. ♡ I try to share my energy and vibes now as much as possible because I know what its like to be at rock bottom and alone. I don’t care if anyone thinks I look to skinny or anything else.. I have so much love and wisdom now that conquers over all that. I still love you & wish you best vibes.. I also NEED you to know that whatever struggles are fuckin you up right now… even if its lasted years like mine did.. it CAN get better and you have mad potential even if you feel like you’re done.. You’re not. Keep going.. ♡♡♡”

” My mindset, views on sex, and humans: This came to the unveiling through personal mdma therapy; the original root of this deep vibe came from a place of pain and swimming thoughts.. realization of beauty, life, and art. “

Inspo/motivation; Most of my motivation to create content, art, & music for others, as well as myself; comes from a place of trauma.. I didnt always have this lifestyle. I used to be very agonized, insecure, alone and depression was eating me. I never had a super close support system that was positive. I thought I was going to die from my stomach issues and suicidality.. Birth Control literally almost killed me. I learned so much while I spent much time hospitalized. I didnt think I would be here today to do any of this! Once I figured out all of my medical issues finally, and started to heal; my brain that was blurred all those years started to come back to life. I started to feel all that i had seen. My new found energy and try at life; has shown me that I have the potential to help others not feel as lonely and scared as I used to be in those years. I need to share with you; that you are never as degraded or low as you may feel at times. You can re-manifest. Always find the positivity in the power of your body and mind. You have more potential in things than you see. You are beautiful and this short time we have here together is as well.

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January 7, 2022 1

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Having much fun as an internet fukk doll.. Its not only part of my full time creator job now, but it’s also very pleasing to my creative kinky side! Im super in love with what I do now since quitting my labor job. I feel so much happier that I can release myself and share my expressions with you. So very appreciative for this time to be able to heal & help others.. This has all been a beautiful push for me and im excited that you can be here to watch me grow and create even more Xo

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I care so much now; with a deep burn. I truly get upset when I see men shamed upon… I believe you are all so beautiful and fire, in all different kinds of ways. You deserve to feel loved, pleased, and appreciated for who you already are. I highly appreciate your mind and bodies.. I love men a lot and am happy to share myself with you to create some sort of vibe where you can chill, be luvd and welcomed.. 🖤

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October 7, 2021 4

✦ 𝙈 𝘿 𝙈 𝘼 ✦

BRING THE MIND INTO OBSERVABLE OPENNESS

MDMA can give you the power to see into the microscopic realms. To speak to your soul while simultaneously planking your ego… Allowing you to step out of your modern societal mind set.. it can give you the ability to see yourself and others with that true humanistic experience and nature.

Therapy goes well with Mdma due to the fact it can speed up the healing process and openness with yourself.

Ego leads most travel.. You can separate for a slight while.. to see your soul come forward and tell you the truth; the ease of self discussion is apparent. The personal honesty will create a world of openness, comfort, & self awareness.

” EGO OUT : SPIRITUAL EARTH AND BEAUTY CAN FILL AND OPEN YOUR EYES “ ♡

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